Category: Diary

Tuesday, April 29, 2025. Aurora, Oregon. We have started a new week again. It's a nice feeling to start a new week. As if this week is going to be very good. Every week is like this. Every new week, a new hope. Yesterday I...

Sunday, April 27, 2025. Ogden, Utah. Virginia Giuffre committed suicide? The death of every beautiful woman is a thousand times sadder than any other death. A lady of this order, victimized from childhood...

Wednesday, April 23rd, 2025. Houston, Texas. I bought meat in Alabama, I'm taking it to Laredo. A couple of weeks ago I thought I would focus on my credit cards, but of course life is full of surprises. That's okay. It's goo...

Why is there no God? How can we exist without God? How does it feel to know that after you die you will disappear? We don't know how the world, life, the universe came into existence. We will probably never know. And...

Good morning Sheridan, Wyoming. - How are your days? + I work every day. I'm always on the road. Truck, truck, truck, truck, truck, truck, truck. - When is vacation? + Well, vacation is for the rich. For the poor, slavery...

Good evening, Royal City, Washington. Yep, as you can see, I’m not in Ridgefield—I’m in fucking Royal City. Why? Because the load I was supposed to pick up in Ridgefield got fucking canceled. Fuck’s sake, this always ha...

Good morning, Sumner, Washington. The driver knocked out at 8:30 PM. Woke up at 2 AM. Drove for 2 hours and rolled into the Flying J Travel Center in Aurora, Oregon. Had a Cinnabon, drank some coffee, took a shit, g...

Tuesday, April 8, 2025. Oakland, Oregon. Life is beautiful. Life is incredibly beautiful. With everything. The good and the bad. During the day I listen to Ceza on the road to find energy. In the evenings, when the sadness se...

Troubled days. Troubled times. Last Friday, $40 was deposited into my account. Tomorrow, $850 will be deposited. Next Friday will be something similar because this week is also crap. Also, on January 30th, I had a sm...

I have an incredible headache. A deadly one. I understand why people don't want to live forever. These illnesses... we embrace illness easily. It's a normal thing. And illness makes us accept death. You say, "I'd rather die t...