May 18, 2026, Monday.
Ontario, California.
I asked Google what age I would die. A site popped up, death-clock.org or something. You type your birth date, it asks if you smoke, asks your weight and height, questions your... (Read More)
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May 17, 2026, Sunday.
Ontario, California.
Look at this situation. I mean, actually, there is nothing to be told with great pride on my behalf. In fact, it's quite embarrassing. But it's also quite interesting I guess, I don't know.... (Read More)
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Diary – 2026/05/17
May 16, 2026, Saturday.
Lebec, California.
Today, I convinced a married man who wanted to go to an escort not to go.... (Read More)
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Diary – 2026/05/14
May 13, 2026, Wednesday.
Little America, Wyoming.
Every day I wonder when my dear mother will close her eyes to life. "If only she would die sooner so I wouldn't have to look after her anymore" - this is my trouble. I am aware that it... (Read More)
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Diary – 2026/05/12
May 12, 2026, Tuesday.
Rockford, Illinois.
The truck is at the mechanic's and I am on my day off. A good opportunity to socialize. I am at the shopping mall. The smiles of a father watching his daughter's funny antics warm my... (Read More)
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Diary – 2026/05/11
May 10, 2026, Sunday.
South Beloit, Illinois.
Various kinds of faces. Various kinds of women. Object. Objects. We are all objects.... (Read More)
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Diary – 2026/05/01
April 30, 2026, Thursday.
Tifton, Georgia.
The problem is in the language. Because language is just a shadow of what goes through the mind. We can never fully express our thoughts. Because our brain works much faster than our... (Read More)
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Diary – 2026/04/25
April 24, 2026, Friday.
Grandview, Washington.
It's always others who are guilty. It's always others who are bad. It's always others who are talking nonsense. It's always others who are ridiculous. We always laugh at others.... (Read More)
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Diary – 2026/04/20
April 19, 2026, Sunday.
Ontario, California.
Life is a great absurdity. Great and funny. A comedy of absurdities. It is this comedy aspect that makes life meaningful. It is understandable that people don't want to leave life. Who would... (Read More)
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Diary – 2026/04/05
April 5, 2026, Sunday.
South Beloit, Illinois.
This place is on the Wisconsin border. I’m here quite often these days because there’s a Flying J truck stop here. Because this is ... (Read More)