Category: Diary

Good morning, lucky human. You are lucky because you weren't born in Africa. You are lucky because you weren't born in China, Malaysia, or other shitty countries of Asia. You are lucky because you weren't born in Venezuela and other shitty countries of Latin America. You are lucky because you weren't born in the 19th century. You are lucky because you weren't born in the 18th century. You are lucky because you weren't born in the Dark Ages. You are lucky because you weren't born in the first half of the 20th century. And you are lucky because you are still alive today.

Everything is flowing so fast. A bunch of beautiful things, the time and effort needed for all of them, but the limited time and strength we have.

We can't keep up. We are unhappy. We are helpless. We are among the losers. We are doomed to lose.

Social media is going to kill me. Turn it off, right? Nope. Can't do it. Better it kills me.

Thursday, August 22, 2024. Medford, Oregon. They loaded cheese from Wisconsin on Monday and told me to get it to Medford, Oregon by Thursday or Friday morning. After picking up the load, I went to the tire shop. But...

If she calls and says things are going well here, I'll quit and go there. She'll drive the truck during the day, and I'll drive it at night. Or if she gets her passport, and he gets our tickets, we'll come to Istanbul and I'll learn the...

August 18, 2024, Sunday. Cheyenne, Wyoming. https://youtu.be/vgr9ylj_ht4?si=sruynkexqyoag0ua My blue one, I turned blue, I locked myself to your door. My heart was rusted, but with you, I was renewed. My darling, m...

The most beautiful thing I saw today. I felt both jealous and happy. I wish all mothers were like this. I wish all sons were like this. Mom is on OnlyFans. Her son is behind the camera. That's what I call family. Respect, love...

People are divided into two groups: the beautiful and the not-so-beautiful. Beautiful women and beautiful men deserve to live in the most beautiful way possible. They should never have to work or be made to work. Unle...

I click here, I click there. Everything is awful. It's embarrassing. So much so that I can't even find myself awful and embarrassing enough after seeing this. What's going on? What's happening? We're so weird. Everyone is...

Being among the losers isn't a dramatic situation. There are no winners, for fuck's sake. If you lose, you're ordinary. You're not even worth thinking about. I find comfort mostly in looking at the children working in mines i...

I'm very lucky, but I'm very unhappy. Now think about the others. Being a man is a huge advantage. I feel sorry for girls. If they're beautiful, it's one problem; if they're not beautiful, it's another. Even if they are beautiful, the...