Colors and melody, drops while drowning, rain, getting wet and getting angry, running and wet sleep.

Purple ghosts. Purple and shapeless. Shapeless but fat. Fat but hungry. Billions of sperm tested by hunger. Billions of wasted sperm. Ugly creatures. Ugly but conceited. In love with themselves.

Edge of the lip, a little ridiculous. Helpless pupils. Black hole. Mother’s cunt.

Beautiful women with big asses. Momentary. Existing and non-existing. Sun of the darkness. Sparkling, pitch black. Shining black snakeskin, colorful, blindness.

To see but to be helpless. Torture. A few seconds. Without a past. Unaware. Delicate in thought. Hopeful.

Rivers, mountains, lakes, greenery. A lifetime, happiness, children, joy. The elderly, advice, refreshing repetitions. Everyone thinks they are something. Impossible to resist. To know but unable to give up. Like death. Like taking a shit.

Meaninglessness. Meaninglessness. Talking nonsense. Nonsense. Funny. Something to make one laugh. Something to laugh at.

Roses. Rose-faced ones. Short-lasting spring season. Like glaring winters. The insatiable human child.

How empty. I am grateful. I am afraid. I am helpless. I must stand tall. Don’t be a headache. Don’t talk too much. Don’t cry constantly. Be cheerful. Cheer others up. Shame. Shame.

Struggle. Rewards. Perfectionist. Debate. Those who succeed. The ones I envy. My childhood. My jealousy.

Life is short. Thank goodness. It will end and pass. It’s not going to hurt anyway. It’s not going to hurt anyway.