August 16, 2025, Saturday.
Rawlins, Wyoming.

Eva Marie. I spent hours trying to find this woman. I had seen her on Twitter a long time ago. Her boobs were huge. Her hair was blonde, her face was sweet. Now I looked, in some photos her face is not very beautiful, but in some photos it is extremely sweet. It’s a matter of taste, of course. You might not like her at all. Or you might like her a lot. I adore short, curvy, big-boobed, innocent-faced women. When they are blonde it’s even more beautiful, blue or green eyes are exceptionally beautiful. I say this, but then I look at the names I can’t get out of my mind and there are a lot of dark-eyebrowed, dark-eyed brunettes too.

At one point, when I deleted Twitter, Instagram, everything, all those pornstars I liked and followed just disappeared. Some of them are not very famous. I don’t remember their names either. This Eva Marie for example, if you call her a pornstar, she isn’t exactly that either. She has an OnlyFans, but she’s not like a Brazzers pornstar after all. I had taken screenshots of a few like this. To search and find them tomorrow or the next day when I crave them.

Yesterday I searched and searched through the photos and couldn’t find this Eva. I went crazy. It turns out I saved it on the other phone, I didn’t transfer it to this phone. It occurred to me today to check the other phone. Because usually both have the same photos. It rarely happens like this, that a photo is there but not here.

I immediately went and followed her on OnlyFans. Her subscription was free anyway. Of course, a message came right away, 3-5 videos, priced at 3-5 dollars. I bought them too. Good for her. They are videos worth spending 3-5 dollars on, in my opinion. The whore Kira Pregiato wants 60-70 dollars for videos, for example. That’s why I don’t buy anything from her. It’s a shame, man. People give their ass for 60-70 dollars, fuck, she is selling a video. This much conceit rubs me the wrong way. Okay, she’s a beautiful girl, we like her, but she shouldn’t fuck us over too. So it goes.

I used to spend on escorts. Now there is OnlyFans. It’s not the same thing, of course. OnlyFans is much cheaper naturally. I’m fucking my hand after all. But at least I find the girl I desire, I find women who are not on porn sites and stuff. A person can’t give money to pornstars, of course. Well, because their porn is free everywhere. Unfortunately. I’m sorry. But finding those who don’t have porn, who only have OnlyFans, and throwing 3-5 dollars at them pleases me. Both 3-5 dollars is nothing, and I get to chip in for their soup, and I get to watch a video of someone who doesn’t have a video anywhere else. I don’t know, I enjoy this situation.