Category: Diary

I was bored in the room. I was crying softly but very calmly, very quietly. I wiped my eyes from time to time. I went out of the hotel. I continued to cry on the way. There was a restlessness inside me. Failure. I couldn't be a...

Tuesday, October 15, 2024. Tijuana, Mexico. We had dinner with Kelly. It was a beautiful restaurant. The food was wonderful. Kelly's smile lit up the place like the sun. But that's the end of tonight. She went home. I'm alo...

September 28, 2024, Saturday. Ontario, California. I came to drop off the load in Compton, I even came on Thursday, so I arrived early... However, this warehouse doesn't have a refrigerated section. And I brought meat in ...

September 25, 2024, Wednesday. Amarillo, Texas. 7:45 PM. Man, all these years what crap I've been talking. Like, "I'll find an American, I'll marry them off to Turks, what's the big deal?" I was creating dreams for myself, d...

September 25, 2024, Wednesday. Madill, Oklahoma. Billions of different lives, billions of different stories. I am the story of a 36-year-old lonely man. I am in favor of unattractive men not being born or not living. I get sad...

My old partner is buying the truck from me. He will pay me $7000. He sent $2000 the other day, thank God. I called my sister. She was upset. The people who should be showing interest weren't. I sent $150 to my sister...

Friday, August 9, 2024. Kenosha, Wisconsin. I drank from the Alaturka fountain, I have walked the thorniest path, Fate pushed me, or did I choose it? I discovered the world in the tide...

Thursday, August 8, 2024. East Dundee, Illinois. I don’t know why I got this account. I don’t feel like writing. Of course, when my accounts were blown up one after the other, I...

Sunday, August 5, 2024. Presho, South Dakota. I am sleepless. I am tired. I’m going to sleep now. But I’m only putting up with all this tiredness for the girls: for Paula and...

Saturday, August 3, 2024. Wenatchee, Washington. They are loading apples. They started late. It’s now 8:16 p.m...