July 26, 2025, Saturday.
Albuquerque, New Mexico.

Today I paid $40 to Merve Taşkın. I wish I was very rich so I could drown this girl in money, but I am a truck driver. $40 is all I can manage. I bought three videos in return for this $40. One is $5, the other is $10, and the last one is $25.

I misunderstood the five-dollar one anyway. I thought they were ejaculating in the girl’s mouth, but it turns out they were ejaculating chocolate into the girl’s mouth. Oh well, what can you do. Actually, an ejaculation video for five dollars would be very cheap, I agree. I should have understood from its price. For this price, if it were me, I’d eat chocolate at most too.

The ten-dollar one is magnificent. Because you see her titties uncensored, all of them, her amazing pinkish nipples, yes. The only bad part of the video is that it’s only one minute long, but for ten dollars you can only watch titties for a minute I suppose, the girl is right.

In the twenty-five-dollar one, there is a plastic penis, she kisses it, sucks it, and stuff. Her lips are very beautiful. The lipstick she uses is successful. One’s mouth waters seeing the girl’s honey lips shining like that. I swear, bravo. I paid forty dollars but I got more than my money’s worth. I busted a nice nut, then I slept soundly for two hours. Now I can drive a long way before I get sleepy at night. I mean, I will go all the way from Amarillo to Phoenix. A half-day’s drive, it’s not a little.

May God bless you, my sister Merve. May God give you whatever you wish for. She’s obviously a beautiful-hearted girl. Actually, all whores are beautiful-hearted. If they were bad-hearted, they wouldn’t show it, they wouldn’t let you get a whiff. They wouldn’t even give it for money. Normally, if there was no OnlyFans, no porn, think of a hundred years ago for example, even if you gave the world, you couldn’t even see the nipple of a girl like Merve in your dreams. The only way is marriage. Now, that priceless event of seeing a nipple is just a click away and it’s only five dollars or ten dollars in total. Incredibly cheap.

Merve Taşkın is a beautiful girl. I like her. It’s like she has a bit of a Far Eastern vibe to her too. I dunno, there was a bar hostess I kissed and groped in Bangkok, it’s like they resemble each other. Merve is of course a few steps ahead of Thais and stuff because of her amazing boobs. She is a smart girl. A beautiful girl. Brave! Highly self-confident. Generous. But I love her courage the most. What she does is not for every brave man. There are millions of shit-brains who want her to die, to be killed. This is not a joke, it’s real. Despite all this, she undresses without fear, dresses up, doesn’t run away, doesn’t hide. She is proud of herself, which she absolutely deserves. I am proud of her too. I wish all beautiful girls were as brave, generous, and broad-hearted as her, so we could fit more beautiful nipple images into this short life of ours.

I was explaining what beautiful people whores are, let me continue. Many whores actually start this job with extreme good intentions. Some of the girls who see from their childhood that men are hopeless horn-dogs, the good-hearted, beautiful-hearted ones take pity on men after a certain point and, well, they start putting out. Then the exact same men, because they are ungrateful and shit-headed, label these girls, humiliate them, and ostracize them. And after that, all that is left is to be a whore. What are you going to do? The world is under the control of men. Struggling is meaningless. In this system, the best job a woman can do is undress on OnlyFans. If she puts out she’s a whore, if she doesn’t she’s a prude anyway. She might as well earn her money, make her living.

Furthermore, these angel girls go and spend this money they earn on men again. Some look after their father, some their brother, some their little son. This is the kind of world we live in. They give birth to us, raise us; we humiliate them, kill them. In this disgusting male-dominated system, a wonder-woman like Merve Taşkın shouldn’t be paid 40 dollars, but 40 thousand dollars, 40 million dollars, which, thank God, Ms. Sophie Rain has earned amounts close to these from OnlyFans in the last year anyway. May the same fortune befall all women. Amen.

Truck truck truck truck, continue to worship women and drive a truck. Ethem Sancak had said, “May my mother, my father, my wife, my children be sacrificed for Erdoğan.” And I say, may my mother, my father, my wife, my children be sacrificed for sex workers and Merve Taşkın representing them. Amen, oh my Lord. You take from my life and give to those beautiful women, almighty Lord. Amen.

Let’s not pass without mentioning Bonnie Blue here. She is the peak of the peak. She is something like a god to me. Because the poor woman has dedicated her life to sleeping with as many men as she can sleep with. There is nothing beyond this. This is the peak! Thank you Bonnie Blue. I will subscribe to Fansly just to put some soup on her table. Let’s mention Lily Phillips’ name too. But I think Bonnie Blue is the peak for now.

And let this go out to Bonnie, Merve, Lily, and all industry workers: I’ve written your name, I can write more, I can fill it page by page, stand somewhere I can see you, wherever you are is holy ground to me, oh yeah, Soner Kabadayeah! Come on now, good night sweet dreams or good morning beautiful days. See you, my friend.