Saturday, December 7, 2024.
Gallup, New Mexico.

I realized that I am not on the side of the minorities, the powerless, the oppressed. I never have been, and I realized this as the power went to them.

As the power passed to them, as they started to act spoiled, I started shouting in my head that “everyone will know their place”.

The disruption of order was bothering me too. I was on the side of the order, I liked the oppressed to continue to be oppressed, and while they were being oppressed, I liked to pretend that I was supporting them and thus feel like a hero.

Maybe it’s disgusting, but that’s what a human being is. We have to love ourselves, so long live abomination, long live son of a bitch.

In conclusion, as Fahrettin said:

“Delirin yo/ This is bingo/ Let’s billboard/ Ben Fero King Kong,
I’m crazy boy/ Know my name hoe/ Sal dildo/ Var babafingo.”