May 5, 2025, Monday.
Yuma, Arizona.

Porn ruined me. Sometimes I think like that. Sometimes I turn into a huge porn enemy. After a wank, of course.

I’ve been unhappy since yesterday when I learned that the world’s most beautiful Becky Summer also fell into depravity.

I’ve gotten old. Now, it pains my heart to see incredibly beautiful young girls ruined by this fucked-up industry. But of course, the effect of the wank will pass, and in the morning, I’ll be drooling again, wanting young and beautiful victims.

I am despicable, yes. Humans are despicable. Especially the males.

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I deleted Twitter, Instagram, and TikTok. I’ll probably download them again, but just to follow the agenda. Otherwise, I don’t want to be there with my name, surname, and photo. Even if I were nobody, it’s dangerous. Especially the posts on Twitter; I can’t resist, I keep retweeting. I’ve turned into a disgusting creature. My profile is full of racism. My profile turned into an Islamophobia page.

I have racism in me, but I know this racism isn’t a good thing. My profile, however, didn’t seem to know that. I deleted it, closed it, and felt relieved.

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I’ll finally arrive in California tomorrow…